January 2010
27 posts
I find it difficult to hate someone I don't...
resunsaysdope:
Hate’s a strong word…so people say…
I’ve never “hated” a person…
I’ve hated “things” and “situations” though….
I don’t tell people I hate them, hate is such a strong word to me. I tell them I don’t like them. When my BFF pisses me off I tell him I don’t like him right now and he knows when I say that it’s serious business.
I wonder if I would be less of a wreck and more mellow if I smoked?
I kinda feel like I need someone to talk to…fuck it, I’m gon go color.
recklessmelancholy:
Corinne Bailey Rae-Closer
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#564
Someone who doesn’t always want sex when we cuddle.
(via achoiceinthematter)
From a blog post that’s over a year old. I do still feel this way sometimes. I think it does come with age.
“…I’m realizing more and more that I’m less interested in sex for the sake of sex and more interested in the intimacy of having sex with someone that I have an emotional connection to.” Yeah, that’s kind of how I’m starting to feel. There...
This is a public service announcement, this is...
Notice to ALL Future Boyfriends…a little information guide to help make our time together more pleasant.
1. I WILL want sex more than you. More often than not you’ll turn me down more than I will you. I’ll probably be more ready and willing than you can handle. This will irritate me at times.
2. I have the tendency to be an insensitive jackass. I’m working on it. Words...
5 Things I Believe In...
(I took this from my MySpace blog, thought I’d share it here)
Writing prompt from another blog that I saved eons ago. The prompt had 10 things, but I couldn’t think of 10. 1. Portion control is a big part of weight gain/loss. Push away from the damn table. You don’t need the super sized fries. 2. God does exist, in some form, man or woman. I also think that other beings ...
I wanna fall in love with reckless abandon…or something like that. I think.
I’m trying to just go with the flow. This is new, different. Three years of friendship. We’ve been texting a lot, seeing each other once or twice a week. Cuddling and kisses good bye. *shrugs* I don’t know. Oh and the sex…great. I’m trying to stay a little detached. I don’t want to get hurt by a friend, though I don’t think he’d intentionally do...
*deep heavy good sigh* That, that was awesome. A little awkward, but mmmmm…yes.
“Life is too short ~ So kiss slowly, Laugh insanely, Love truly and forgive...”
– Unknown (via hielmy) (via aimelaplage) (via justbesplendid)
I’m too lazy to get/wash another plate so Safari chicken nuggets are swimming in my soup.
He threw me down...
He always randomly pulled knives out of my drawer and threatened me with them when I sassed him. I think we’d just come back from dinner and he was being and ass. He threw me down on the bed and I tried to push back and told him to stop, but he didn’t. I tried to hold my belt buckle closed, but he forced it open, pulled off my pants and did his thing. I remember crying. This...
I'm still shaking...
I was ready to hurt myself tonight. I’d rather been in the hospital than in my apartment. My neighbor finally pushed me over the edge. A year and half of dealing with her screaming and yelling and stomping around and the music. The apartment manager has doesn’t care about my complaints. I’d finally had enough. Insanity took over and I became that person who screams and yells...